a rolling stone waiting to be set in motion

So my last two placements sorta fell through. So i'm thinking about changing my direction from working with end of life/grief, to working with children and youth (ya I know, they don't have much in common).

My only reservations about this is that there was once a time when I wanted to be a youth pastor. Then one fateful summer I was a camp counselor to 5 wonderful boys, most of whom decided to go off the ritalin at the same time. After that I switched my major to pastoral studies. I think part of it was that i was still pretty fundamental back then, I couldn't believe that pre-teens were talking about sex *GASP*. But now i'm a little less naive. And less sensitive/self-righteous. So maybe it will work out. Anyways I've sent e-mails to Big Brothers and Sisters, and the Boys and Girls club. So hopefully I'll get a response. Either way I have more studying, 3 more exams.