a rolling stone waiting to be set in motion

I just slept for 18 hours. I had a day off and I slept through the entire thing. where did friday go?? oh well, it's caleb day + free barbecue!!!

I've had a bad bout of male pms. actually it's not pms, just a good mix of depression and rage, maybe caused by fathers day and me having to work days (why would they give me 3 weeks of nights then 2 days of day shift and then back on nights? just leave me on nights, that way i don't have to deal with people). maybe it was just this past hallmark holiday and the fact that i was forced to listen to country songs about 'dad'. i just want to hit people... i should call up all those people who said 'if theres ever anything i can do, just ask' and then ask them if i can use theme as a punching bag. too far. sorry, i've been dealing with the bible college and campus crusade crowd, and i've had to cut a few ties.

so, how bout those blue jays

I had a chance for a job interview today. The job would be working with adolescent males, but I had to decline because the city of brockville has already put in money to train me, etc. I would have really liked that job, would have been great experience.

i'm getting tired of disappointment

been working mostly night shifts, saturday night was interesting.

I saw people making babies near here

Please people, for the sake of your future children, try to conceive in your bedroom or possibly your car, not outside in beautiful downtown brockville.

so you (as in you, who is reading this) are probably expecting some long winded deep and personal post. Well i've decided that it takes more then just an internet connection to be able to see me bare my soul (that's what friends r for) but i will give you this:

I've been reading up on Deism , and would currently label myself as some sort of Christian Deist which currently mostly only exists in my mind (the balancing of the Deism and Christianity that is). there are many reasons for this, but as I said, this will not be long winded. so there you have it.

(it's important to note that I change theological perspectives about as often as I change underwear, so once every 3 days)