a rolling stone waiting to be set in motion

Ever have days when you just want to due away with and cut all ties to the human side of christianity? Sometimes it feels like if I were to give up on Jesus (which I have no intention to) then the people who r my friends would basically only come see me once a week to tell me that I need Jesus. Like me being christian validates thier friendship with me, and If I were to loose it then they'd no longer have a reason for the friendship.

Of course other times I just want to give up on the world and join a monestary.

I think it's time for another reading of Ecclesiastes


and why are so many christians against the Old Testament?